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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

My Last Post

Bad News, World. Approximately 6 hours ago, my doctor told me that I’ve been unconsciously suffering from a fatal disease called Psychocentipedioreo Syndrome. It’s extremely rare and incurable. My Doctor said that I’m dying, that I only had exactly 24 hours left to live.

My Doctor

My Doctor

If you have no idea, Psychocentipedioreo Syndrome is a psychological disease caused by the brutal side effect of having too much phobia of Centipedes. Centiphobe. (OYG, I can't believe I put this picture below.. *trembling* *shaking*)

This side effect makes you exceedingly hungry for Oreo, that black and white sandwich. The sufferer—in this case = I, will have an insatiable hunger for Oreo until the moment he—or I die. But that’s not the worst part. This side effect also changes one’s psychological behaviour so that he will find a way to end his life, or to commit suicide in the end. This psychological disorder shall end only by the time the he dies. It is very rare and it’s incurable, like I said.

So I still have about 18 hours left. I will use the remaining time to complete my deepest desires of which list I have prepared below. And I would like to pay my respect to my unfinished blog. And so this… is my last post.

It’s funny, knowing you’ll be dead by the end of the day really inspires you to do so many things you haven’t done before, or things you didn’t have guts to do before. I’ve prepared my last to-do-list, in which I have written a lot of unordinary activities I wouldn’t even dream of doing yesterday.


10. Buy some pajamas, finally.

9. Fly up, up and above the sky.

8. Dancing in the moonlight, walking in the moonlight, drinking in the moonlight, watching the moonlight, drinking some more in the moonlight, puking in the moonlight, and passing out in the moonlight.

7. Calling for JK Rowling, Emailing JK Rowling, Nudging JK Rowling in msn, Having the book shipped to Medan, Persuading Fed Ex to fly it on the VVVVIP plane, and Finishing Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows over a night.

6. Watch Lost season 2 and 3, Heroes, 24, Prison Break, and re-re-rewatch Friends again.

5. Finally watch the one movie I don’t even like, “300”, and then obsess about it. Go to some random roof and yell out “SPARTAAAAAA!”

4. Confess my true secret identity and my double life as a CIA black-ops AGENT to Jacq, the girl I love and adore, but then figure out that she’s half a lizard and half a cow—so I leave her and dump her in the end. (wakakakaka)

3. Regret my decision for dumping her, and begin to prepare a suicide.

2. Write a suicide note on Microsoft Word 98 home edition.

Hm. This letter may be hard to write. Perhaps I need an assistant. Fetching help…

1. Finish this blog, then Execute suicide.

But before, I should probably pick one specific way to end my life. So I created a list (AGAIN???) of how is the best way to kill yourself. Kids, Don’t try this at home! (Cuz your mama would probably be watching you… try this somewhere else)


10. Swallow a tin of BAYGON, the tin included. If you can’t find BAYGON anywhere, you can improvise with Carbon Monoxide instead. And by the way… good luck finding it.

9. The hot move, burn yourself. Use kerosene.

8. Poop to death. Languishing in a toilet is really a sophisticated thing to do.

7. Ask Lord Voldemort when the last time he took a shower.

6. The classic move, use a rope. Watch Lord of the Rings while you’re doing it.

5. Read this blog over and over and over and over again. If nothing happens to you, repeat this instruction again.

4. Get married.

3. Write a blog exactly like this. If you can’t do that, bang your head to your keyboard.

2. Get on board the flight 815 from Australia to America, get crashed and get lost. Go and find a hatch. Blow it open. Push the button. And then ask :

1. Go and study in Virginia Tech University. Meet our old fellow Cho Seung-Hui, and ask for some tips about shooting 33 people before shooting yourself. And oh yeah, learn how to use a gun.

This is Cho Seung Hui

Good Bye, World.


In case you’re a big retarded or you’re Forrest Gump, then you should know that I’ve been tagged by Charmayne. This blog isn’t going to be closed, I ain’t going to kill off myself, and I sure didn’t suffer from some myriapodic disease.

Nothing in those lists above is TRUE, except my true love confession, and the lizard thing. And I didn’t mean to motivate any of you to commit suicide. Just to be clear. I am not responsible for any deaths occurred after this blog is published, except—of course—my own death.

I am not trying to raise racial issues by mentioning the Virginia tragedy. On the contrarie, I am very sorry about what happened. The tragedy also cost a life of an Indonesia citizen over there.

And now I am tagging 5 more people Jacq, Yeek Chia, Lucy, Lomar, and A Bye. The tagged one should write an entry about the same topic. What would you write, what would you say, what would you do if it’s your last post? Then, after you’re done, tag five more people.

Have a nice laugh—I mean, day.


  1. HeHe...this is quite a cool one. Well done! :P

  2. HAHAHA.

    You had me scared for a moment there.
    Hello, random blogger I met on the "Next Blog" button!

  3. Wahahaha.. indeed a very good post. I can see a lot of effort. WHy??? Because it is so related with your blog theme. A desperado and suicidal theme.. haha. .

    Dun follow that cho, my dear, dont..!! hahaha.. If you wan to suicide, think about me ok so ... you will know that there is something worse than you in this world lagi.. haha..

    Huahahaha... so funny.. kekeke

    cya jel

  4. again! i need some support please :) go vote for me here :)

  5. Charmayne : Hehehe, Thx for stopping by (twice). And I will vote for you. Hope you win!

    Hanna : Hello too, random blogger who found me via "Next" Button. Thx for visiting.

    Jacq : Hm.. how is it I can murder myself by thinking of you...? Hahaha.. I have to find something ugly to think about if I wish to end my life.. And you're not ugly.. half-animal creature can't be ugly, now can you? :P Thx for your lovely comment ...

  6. Bambeeeee....

    Finally, gue sudah menggenapi tagged-an eloe...

    Check This Out On...

    btw, Koq lo niat bener yah pake SPARTA SPARTA-ann.....hehehe...lagi pengen jejeritan yach^^-> Gee...You don't have to edit that picture to ensuring us that you want to yell "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAA" =)) LOL

    Just Droppin By To Say, I'm going to Medan this August!!!!

  7. I guess with the imagination of your calibre, you can write a very good bestselling novel worldwide. But of course, dont write anything about ways to commit suicide which can ruin a lot of people, including yourself. Nice blog anyway!!!

    Riki L

  8. Nice blog..just too much info about suicidal, next time write info about math or integration or differentiation. I am looking forward to it OK


  9. OMG(3rd time) i feel so excited now...the Voting system started and u can now officially vote! :) hehehee

  10. Lom Lom : Can't wait for the Summer to come.. well becoz there will be Harry Potter 5 dan 7, Shrek 3, Pirates 3, and Spiderman 3 (not becoz u'll be in Medan :P) hahahaha.. just kidding. Thx for stopping by...

    Riki Lidian : That was very generous of you, taking a bit of your time to share thought in my blog. Usually u don't do that, rite? Hehehe.. but that's great. I appreciate that verymuch. What can I say, I am suicidal.. :P

    Nico : I think integration and differentiation would be very difficult to understand ( actually, very difficult to explain) Hahaha.. but i may be post an entry like that... later.. hehehe

    Jacq : I know, Me too. Hey last night I couldn't get in to your blog.. dun know why.. just a page of PINK. No thing there.. dun know why...

    And Charmayne : Lolz.. I have voted for you and I'll keep voting.. hehehe..

  11. nico, dont get too obsessed with math. Can you solve your business problem with differentiation ? think again! hahahaha..

    I am full now!

    I think this is the most numerous comments you get so far. Congratz *clapping* hahaha..

  12. thanks, ur a darlin! how are you lately? :)

  13. A Bye : Hehe. Well Done... :D

    Nico : Don't listen to Jacq. She failed to count how many cows she had back then. She was mad of math and differentiation since then :P

    Jacq : Ah.. Don't say it like that Jacq.. that could be either a compliment or a sarcastic thought... :)

    Charmayne : Yeah, that's what my friends call me.. :DDD
    I'm surprisingly OK, thanx for asking.. hehe.. I hope you win..!